Before I left Ainzlark Academy, I made sure to leave behind messages for those I cared about.
Neron was left in charge of dispensing my words to them.
That way, I was assured of the message reaching those concerned.
My mom was one of the recipients of my message.
I explained how the current Class System of Ainzlark Academy was stunting my growth, as well as the level of insecurity in the school.
My leave was caused by the Invasion, and the fact that I needed to become even better.
Of course, I gave apologies and promised my return.
Still, it was left to her how she would interpret the message and she probably didnt completely believe it.
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Tthat was it?
Anabelles eyes widened.
A look of surprise was written all over her face.
She most likely didnt expect my reasoning to be so simple.
I realized my weakness after facing the Demons.
If the Kingdom were to ever be in trouble, I wouldnt even be able to keep myself safe, talkless of you and everyone else I cared about.
No matter what words I spoutedeven if it was completely rationalit wouldnt be enough to justify the fact that I abandoned everyone and everything.
I was only twelve, so it was going to be difficult to accept that I left in pursuit of power.
You but you could have Anabelles lips quivered as she spoke.
You could have studied more under Alphonse.
He is an Archmage, you know? You could have grown more under his tutelage and
NO!
Even if it may have been somewhat rude to do so, I cut off my moms statement before she concluded it.
Alphonse is too weak.
He might be strong by normal standard, but
Compared to the heights I needed to attain, he was far off.
I see
I could sense much sadness in Anabelles words, but, she simply needed to accept that.
None of them could have aided in my growth.
Thanks to exploring on my own, I was able to become strongmuch stronger.
I smiled.
It hurtlike being pierced by a million needlesto see my moms sad and deserted face.
My heart was in pain.
So this is what power without companionship is
Even if I had already attained so much, the mere gaze of my aggrieved mother made it all seem worthless.
But
Its necessary!
Even if I felt such sorrow, I didnt regret a single thingno, I couldnt!
My actions were for myself and for everyone I loved.
They may not have seen it yetor maybe everbut I didnt care.
If I could preserve the life and future of my mom, my friends, my family even myself then I was willing to do anything!
That was how much I loved them all!
What will you do now, mom?
There was every likelihood that she would attempt locking me at home.
If she did, I would probably have to stay with her and coordinate my affairs from here.
However, it would be more preferable if
You still have something to do, right?
My eyes widened a bit once she said this.
Following that was a smile.
It permeated my face as I nodded.
Yes.
The Kingdom is in a precarious situation right now and I need to take action.
I figured Anabelle gave a sad smile and nodded.
No.
No, please
Do what you will
No! I cant not without
You probably dont need me for anything any
NO!
My voice was louder than I intended, but that simply showed the intensity of my emotion.
I need you!
It was the truth.
After spending so long alone, it felt so maddening that I almost lost my mind.
I only had a grasp of my sanity thanks to the people I had waiting for me.
How painful it was the overbearing loneliness.
Come to the Capital, mom!
Anabelles face lit up a bit, showing shock and confusion.
Tthe Capital why?
Ill be going there to take care of business.
It would be niceno, reassuringif you were there waiting for me.
Waiting? Where are you going first?
Ainzlark Academy.
I need to do something there first.
Theres also someone I need to meet first.
Ah, I see My mom gave a wry smile, as well as an expression I couldnt really decipher.
You know its really weird how much youve changed
Her tone contained a hint of something something that warmed my heart.
It was
Youve grown to become a fine man.
PRIDE!
I still dont understand most of your actions.
And I have a lot of questions.
But I am just happy youre back.
MMom
My insides throbbed as I received her words.
No matter how much youve changed, and how different everything is now just know how much I love you.
My lips quivered.
Those words
My eyes brought forth hot liquid as my body trembled.
How long have I waited to hear them?
I heard of all you did in the Academy and even looking at you now, how strong youve become
A moment of silence was establisheda mere second before I completely broke down.
Im proud of you, Jared.
So proud.
Thank you for being alive.
Im happy youre back.
I I missed you so much!
Hicc hicc
I didnt know when tears fell from my face and my face became flushed with emotions.
Feelings that had been bottled up for over a hundred years of solitude came gushing out.
MOM!
JAREEDDD!!!
I jumped the table that separated us and dived into her bosom.
She received me wholeheartedly and hugged me tightly.
This time, both of us wept together and remained that way.
How shameless was it of me to show such emotion? It was disgraceful for a man my age to stoop this low.
However I didnt care.
I simply wanted someone and she was right in front of me.
II missed you too I said while sinking deeper into my moms embrace.
I rubbed my face on her breasts, not minding how they jiggled, inhaling the sweet fragrance of her perfume.
Satisfaction and long-due rest caused me to let go of all my defenses as I uttered the most profound words a person could ever say to another.
I LOVE YOU TOO!
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